Dzogchen, grenzeloze Wijsheid uit Tibet

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Dankbaarheid, dat is het woord. Voelt als Genade. De hele dag extase zonder dat ik nu een piekervaring hoef aan te wijzen. Eenvoudige diepe vrede met wat zich ook maar manifesteerde. Vaak een glimlach, op momenten luid geschater, ook op straat; hilarisch, waar ik dan ook weer om moest lachen!

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Ik zou weer langs de paddenstoelen bij de Hout komen. Twee keer eerder was ik er maar beide keren weigerde de pocketcamera dienst. Er zaten nieuwe batterijen in, maar wel van een goedkoop soort. Had nog een setje sterker accuutjes en vandaag wilde het wel.

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Ben weer enorm geraakt door Dzogchen, de bijzondere school uit Tibet. Volledige Perfectie betekent het. Ik wil me er zeker niet op voorstaan enige deskundigheid over het onderwerp te bezitten maar ben wel in staat mijn liefde voor dit onderricht te uiten. Hou er als lezer maar rekening mee dat ik geen autoriteit ben op dit gebied en louter verklaar waar ik van geniet als de leer in mij herkenning vindt.

Ik hoorde het voor het eerst over Dzogchen gesproken worden door Philip Renard; zijn passie was onmiskenbaar en sloeg op mij over. Mijn nadruk bleef echter jarenlang bij Advaita Vedanta en zelfonderzoek liggen, maar hier lijkt nu een duidelijke kentering in te zijn gekomen. Zelfonderzoek kent nog de verdeling van iemand die een vraag stelt en een antwoord verwacht; Dzogchen gaat echter uit van de inherente perfectie van huidig moment, hoe deze er ook uit ziet.

Voorbeeld. Ik wandel naar de stad. Deur uit, duiven die opvliegen, brug over, stoplicht, groen, glimlach als ik een fietser zie lachen en niets dat beklijft want er gebeurt alweer iets nieuws. Gedachten die optreden worden herkend als stemming makend, niet bestreden en ook niet gevoed; ze vallen als de herfstbladeren om mij heen. Dzogchen is door Philip Renard wel eens ´de weg van niet-correctie´ genoemd en vandaag was de betekenis van die woorden volstrekt evident. Een gedachte corrigeren is binnen het domein van de geest opereren, dat komt nooit het moeras van de seniliteit te boven! Dzogchen zegt iets dat mij ten diepste gerust stelt: ik hoef niets te corrigeren; zo zal iedere gedachte en mentale voorstelling zichzelf bevrijden! Deze herkenning is de Genade die ik bedoel.

Deze dagen ben ik erg geholpen door de inzichten en woorden van Jackson Peterson. Hij haalt de angel uit punten in mijn brein waar ik in bleef steken. Hij formuleert zeer lucide aspecten van waarneming die mij bij lezing bevrijden van vooronderstelde maar louter imaginaire knopen. Dzogchen is een Geschenk aan de mensheid en eert de staat waarin de mens verkeert al vanaf aanvang en niet na een lange weg; dat is de diepe geruststelling die ervan uit gaat voor wie het hoort.

Ik laat een stuk van Jackson Peterson volgen dat ik naar het Nederlands wil omzetten en, als ik dat gedaan heb, nog iemand die er kijk op heeft te lezen geef en om wat kritische noten vraag. Er zijn teksten waarvan je kunt zeggen dat alles erin staat dat een mens hoeft te beseffen om vrij te zijn; ik vind dit zo een tekst. Jackson geeft zelf aan dat hij het beste van alle tradities die hij bestudeerde beschikbaar wil maken zonder onnodige elementen; het werkzame deel vrijgemaakt van culturele verschillen. Ik vind dat hij in de tekst die volgt hierin buitengemeen goed slaagt. Laat je niet afschrikken door de lengte van de tekst, ga er vrijelijk en onbezorgd in en besef dat je in de spiegel van je eigen grootsheid kijkt. En denk aan wat Igor Strawinsky zei: ¨Haast? Ik heb nooit haast. Ik heb geen tijd om haast te hebben¨.

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The Five Principles of Realization and Liberation
Jackson Peterson

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The first principle is becoming aware of our thoughts and the nature of thought. By taking the position of just being an observer of the thoughts and images that come and go we discover all thoughts are the same: they are temporary appearances that come and go like clouds in the sky. Give no importance to one thought over another. If we pay no attention to any thought but remain in the “observer” role, it seems the space of awareness becomes more open and thoughts less demanding of attention. We discover all thoughts are without substance and importance. We could say our thoughts are “empty”, like clouds: appearances without any core or entity.

The second principle is recognizing our stories and emotional dramas are structured only from thought, our “empty” thoughts. In continuing to observe our thoughts we should notice how they tend to link together in chains of meaning and particular significance. It is this linking together of thoughts that creates our stories, beliefs and emotional drama in a convincing and powerful way. As a result we may spend most of our time going from one mini-daydream to another. It is this trance-like state of mind that we need to break up again and again as often as possible. We do that by shifting our attention from thought to the presence of the five senses in immediate now-ness. Just notice your physical environment and the direct sensory experience free of analysis. Practice this shifting away from mental engagement in thought to noticing your physical environs as often as possible. Hopefully the trance-like habit of living in your thoughts constantly will be broken. In this way we can free ourselves from anxiety and emotional suffering as both are caused by the mind’s stories that are rarely challenged. It is possible to discover that our stories and emotional dramas are as empty as last night’s dreams. In fact our daydreams and stories are no more real than our dreams at night. We discover our stories are also just as empty as the clouds that group together in the sky in various formations that disperse and disappear in the next moment leaving no trace.

The third principle is recognizing that one’s sense of self is also only an empty story made of thought; a mental construction without an actual identity as an entity that exists independently and with self-determinism. Studies have determined that our coherent sense of personal identity doesn’t appear until about the ages between 18 and 24 months. That means previous to that time there was no personal “me” story or self-image. That also means the newly appearing sense of “me” is totally the result of thought-stories that the mind constructs about identity. There is no personal self present other than this make-believe “me” story. Even science makes clear there is just one unified field of energy as the universe without separate parts. The entire field is inter-dependent without any breaks or splits in the unity. The sense of being an independent entity like a “personal self”, is just an illusion and has never existed in fact. By observing the “me” thoughts that arise from moment to moment we can notice the “personal me” is nothing more than a chain of linked thoughts about identity that are supported by memories and imagination. Seeing this directly and clearly, not just intellectually, the emptiness of personal identity becomes obvious to the mind at which point the illusion ceases. But that cessation will only occur according to the degree of the depth of this self inquiry. If it doesn’t occur the understanding is too shallow and not convincing enough to the deeper levels of mind grounded in conditioning and habitual “selfing”. In such a case one should revisit the first and second principles again and establish a deeper state of observation regarding the experience of the “me” thought arising and dissolving until it becomes clear that no personal self exists outside of the mind’s belief otherwise. When recognition arises it becomes clear that the notion of there being a personal self is as empty as a single huge cloud that dominates the sky yet disappears in the next moment without a trace.

The fourth principle is recognizing what exactly is the nature of that which is observing and experiencing the empty nature of thoughts, stories and personal selfhood. What is doing the “recognizing”? What is this impersonal aware consciousness that perceives and knows? In these recognitions there seems to be an ever increasing evolution or revelation of wisdom. As a result one’s cognitive space seems expansive, open and vividly transparent without a center. What exactly is this state of impersonal consciousness? It clearly has a sense of being aware; empty and knowing. Can we be aware of being aware? Is this aware consciousness present in all experience, inseparably so?
Let’s look directly at this impersonal aware knowingness: In a well lighted room close your eyes. Notice at your eyelids that the light of the room shining on your eye lids creates an inner glow upon your closed translucent eyelids. You will see an orangey-red color at your eyes lids. What is it that is observing this color? It will seem as though your aware consciousness occupies a place a few inches behind the eyes and its attention is directed at the eyelids in front. Notice your aware presence as being the place from where you are looking forward from at the orangey color. Are you “aware” of the color? Now be aware of your awareness just as it is. Does this awareness have any color, shape, substance or dimension of its own? Or is it simply an empty presence of aware knowing? Review these last two questions again and again until it becomes clear that “you” are actually this empty, clear and aware knowing. When this is seen clearly instead of recognizing the emptiness of thoughts and self as the empty nature of the clouds that appear in the sky: the empty nature of the sky itself is recognized by itself.

The fifth principle is recognizing the inseparable relationship between one’s empty, aware “seeing” and the five senses. One can’t find awareness separate from one’s sensory perceptions. We think we experience actual external perceptual objects and things, but we only experience internal perceptions in consciousness as sensory stimulations of sight, sound, taste, smell and touch; not their objective referents.

There isn’t first a sensory perception and then an awareness of it. The five senses are this “knowing awareness” seeming to be split up into five separate sensory components. These sensory capacities are not limited to the physical five senses. “Knowing awareness” can perceive independently of the five physical senses with no limitations regarding time and space. Merging our attention fully with the five senses instead of with the mental phenomena of thoughts, stories and beliefs in personal identity, reveals a state of total “nowness” beyond thought and mind. A limitless vista of knowing transparency and Clear Light reveals itself to be our true nature beyond any descriptions or assumptions of mind. In merging our attention totally with the five senses, the luminous nature of appearances is revealed to be the vivid character of our own awareness.

The inner nature of the five senses is itself the clarity of pure awareness. We can know pure awareness through the immediate presence of the five senses. Pure awareness is never separate from the inner nature of the five senses. Can we separate awareness from the act of seeing what’s seen? Can we separate awareness from the act of hearing a sound? Is there a distance between the act of perception and the awareness that perceives?

There are no concepts ever within the perceptual awareness of the five senses, and therefore no delusion.
There is never a “self” or “mine” within the perceptual awareness of the five senses.
There is no emotional suffering within the perceptual awareness of the five senses.
There are no “reified” or separate and labelled objects within the perceptual awareness of the five senses.
There is no grasping nor rejecting within the perceptual awareness of the five senses.
There is no hope or fear within the perceptual awareness of the five senses.
Skillful and compassionate actions arise spontaneously from the natural wisdom awareness of the five perceptual senses.
There is only profound peace within the perceptual awareness of the five senses.
There is nothing that the five senses must realize in order to be free.
The perceptual awareness within the five senses has never been bound.
Our immediate non-conceptual experience of the five senses is pure awareness; a natural nirvana that never ceases to enlighten and never fails to delight.

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Jackson Peterson

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Over Joost Lips

https://bodemlozebeeldentuin.wordpress.com/
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